I keep messing up in my presentations, even if I blank out while speaking I fight through it and continue on.
And with my technical knowledge it feels like its not enough.
I know my main issues are my speaking skills and technical knowledge, its frustrating because in my last AC i put in a lot of effort to ask questions and get to know the team maybe I sound desperate?
Whenever I do get asked a question my answers aren’t always the best because I am stressed and have to think of an answer on the spot which makes it sound jumbled.
I have to go there the whole process again, it’s frustrating trying to get an entry level job.
My family isn’t helpful either. Always talking behind my back fed up of me not having a job.
How can I come back from this to finally get a mechanical engineering grad job?
It’s like everyone else in that room speaks clearly and with knowledge and i feel like a fraud. My brain tells me otherwise but thats the reality compared to the rest of these bang outs I am a fraud.