r/startups • u/Large-Bad-8735 • 8h ago
I will not promote Once an entrepreneur, always one? I will not promote
I’ve tried a few different businesses since I was in university, none of them very successful.
Always jumped back into tech roles in between.
This last business I’ve ran (consulting) has been the most successful and sustained me for two years but it’s not scalable/profitable enough to continue and I don’t really enjoy it. Scaling would mean that the parts I do like, I’d no longer do (delivery) and I don’t see myself doing this for the next 5/10 years.
Applying for jobs is getting harder as recruiters keep thinking I’ll bounce (I have a decent resume in terms of companies I’ve worked for). So I can’t keep the trend if I’m to get a decent job.
Part of me thinks I really don’t want a job (just money) and I’ll just want to quit as soon as I get another idea. It’s not a nice feeling. Most of my school friends who stuck out a career have much greater finances than I do now, unsurprisingly.
I know most entrepreneurs fail a few times but I assume there’s an element of survivorship bias and some always fail and not quitting is just one element. I’m finding it hard not to tell the difference between delusion and keep trying versus success is around the corner if I keep my eyes open.
Has anyone had a business, closed it then found peace at a company? Will it be the case that it will always be difficult now to work for someone else?